Shakira. have come to accept the fact that no matter what happens or how hard I try to make a relationship work with someone, it always blows up right into my face. I keep searching for someone that would be able to understand me and be able to love me the way that I want to be loved. It doesn’t matter who comes into my life, the only thing that matters is that just as they come like a breath of fresh air they are gone long before I can ever realize it.
Maybe not everyone is meant to be loved but if that was the case why would God give us a heart to feel so much pain and still be able to go on living. If he knew that we would have felt this much pain on an ongoing basis then why did he give us a heart? Why would he be so cruel to make us go through this kind of excruciating pain every time we decide to trust someone and let them into our heart?
If you are always the one being hurt in the crossfire after a while, it becomes very easy to just say to yourself that I would never be able to open myself up to someone again; at least not fully ever again. But still no matter what we do, the pain is always there in our heart and all we can do is deal with how ever it makes us feel. Have you ever just met someone and felt that you have known them your whole life? Being comfortable with telling them anything and not have to worry that they will judge you.
Since the first time I have ever known what love is, I can honestly say that I have only loved people but have never gotten a reciprocation from the persons that I have felt this was about. I can’t honestly say that I have experienced true love as yet and I don’t think that I ever will. Being negative or beating down on yourself would not make you feel better but it would certainly make some realize that the persons they have in their lives, they should never take them for granted. I have no idea how others will interpret this.
I am not a novelist nor a poet but just an ordinary individual that writes from his heart whenever its appropriate for me.
Favorite Movies
Veer Zara (Hindi)
Favorite TV Shows
Sports.
Favorite Books
Romeo and Juliet
Favorite Quote
The meaning of "LOVE" .... Lost Of Valuable Energy.
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